I think I will eat some chocolate. Oh but not just a little chocolate how about six bars of chocolate? I think while I am at it I might as well eat a pancake the size of a basketball, a plate full of greasy pasta and a hamburger with a double order of fries. Does 12 shortbread cookies count as a meal? Does it even really matter?
Yes these are real scenarios and real meals I have eaten in the last 24 hours. Just a week ago I was on track with a strict diet that was healthy and balanced and now due to a turn of events I have completely lost control. As I process things on the inside I am gorging myself on the outside. I have been allowed very kindly by my good friend and pseudo big sister Eileen to allow myself to do this for exactly ONE more day and stop. Some people stop eating altogether when they are going through a shift in emotions and I am doing the exact opposite.
I guess once in awhile it’s okay. As long as it doesn’t get out of control and I can get back on track soon it will be fine. I have an update to my previous two blog entries that I will post later today but for now my big question is: What’s for lunch?
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This post was written by nchughtai on May 2, 2012